
π What if I'm wrong? What if I'm completely messing up?
Dare to BE yourself without compromise π€π₯β¨
My whole life, I followed the programs, the advices, the you must, you should, you ought to.
Even though sometimes it was boiling inside me, even though sometimes I felt like I was dying little by little in my office job.
"What on Earth am I doing here?" I wondered.
And that question, it can indicate that I am precisely in the right place when I have to step out of my comfort zone to do something I want to but I'm scared of.
But most of the time, it was a cry from my heart.
What am I doing on this Earth?
What am I doing spending 7 hours a day at school, being bored?
What am I doing in the theater playing a fountain watering flowers when what I want is to be a flower!
What am I doing in an office all day, not even knowing what the weather was like when I finally step outside in the evening?
I felt free and wild deep inside, but constantly stifled, sanded down, trimmed away until I became this bland version of myself, polished by the salty external waves for years.
As if every spontaneous impulse had no place, disturbed, stepped out of line, was too much.
Frustration, anger, then surrender, acceptance, robotization.
My life essence replaced by automatisms that led me straight to burnout.
This path I walked was also enriching on so many levels, I do not reject it.
But if today I'm on the wrong path, if I'm completely messing up, I don't care.
Because what I'm doing makes me glow like never before β¨
Because I feel like I'm in the right place.
Finally.
FINALLY.
Because the messages I sometimes receive whisper to me: you are where you need to be, thank you for being here.
And there are sparkles inside me!
My inner fire is gradually reclaiming its wildness and freedom.
I'm gradually finding myself again.
And you know what?
I can't wait!
I can't wait to meet myself when I've peeled off even more layers of conditioning, when I've pushed through even more fears and resistances.
When I'll be galloping freely on the path I've traced for myself, the one I've chosen for myself.
β‘ So you see, even if I'm on the wrong path, I'm precisely on the right path.
Because this way, it's my way.
Everything that makes it emanates from me, for me.
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It can be frightening and destabilizing to step out of your norm, to break free from the inner cages you've known all your life.
But one day, the inner call becomes stronger.
The soul's cry can no longer be stifled.
And if it has to happen through pain, the soul will make itself heard through the body.
It's hard, but it's a gift.
What if..?
What if behind that door that scares you was your most vibrant life?
You feel like it's a risk?
But all beautiful things hide behind a small wall of fear.
Remember the first time you kissed someone? The first time you drove? Your first interview? All those first times that were as exciting as they were daunting?
What if tomorrow was a new first time?
The first time you make a completely free choice? From you to you for you, entirely?
My guidance combined with soul retrieval medicine is here for that: to soothe the parts of you that are afraid, that think they can't, that think they don't deserve it or are not capable enough.
To break free from those invisible inner cages and live a lighter, freer, more vibrant life π€π
Feel free to write to me, let's talk β€οΈ